The Explanation

To you who I care about
In every way
To you who I think about
Night and day.

Dont worry.
Clear your mind.
Just take a deep breath,
Everything is fine.

Your hands may shake
And your soul may hurt.
But breath....for this is all I know how to say

For days I wondered
For years I wished
To know if I mattered
To brood about the unfixed.

Broken,
Broken in two
By a person who could never compare to you.

You wonder,
You stress,
If you're good enough for me.

Well then let me answer...

All my life,
things havent been great.
Full of anger
Full of hate

My heart died,
and my smile faded
My soul limp and desecrated.

Most of my life was black..
empty....
and blue

But all my life I know...
That  these things I've seen
These things I've felt
Have led me


to you.